I Make the Impossible Possible

It has been a few weeks since I update my blog. Oh well, I have been quite lazy to update my blog for quite some time due to busy work schedule and also training that has been occupying my off days. This month is definitely not a very fantastic month for me due to training that occupies my off day and it has caused a lot of my plans been cancelled at the very last minute. I definitely don’t like it but I don’t have an option of refusing it at all.

Anyway, I’m glad that I managed to pull off some of my time to spend with her as its going to be quite an important month for me not just this week but also next month. Regarding next month would be more important than any other dates. I hope I won’t have my IPPT next month 2^nd week. I would rather it to be held after the 2^nd week onwards. Hint: I have prepared something special even though the time is short. I have quite a number of backup plans just in case any one of them backfired at the very last minute. I’m expecting a backfire for the days that I have been trying to plan but it will not cause my main surprise to backfire.

Watch quite a few months this month on weekdays than on weekends due to my busy schedule. It is not a bad idea after all as I got more choices on my seats than weekends. I didn’t even have to book online or in advance which save me $1 on the booking fees. Movies that I have watched are “The Taking of Pelham 123”, “Drag Me To Hell”, “Hannah Montana The Movie” and last of all “Ghosts of Girlfriends Past”. It is quite a lot for just a couple of weeks but quite worth it to watch to some extent.

Next week, I will be watching “Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen” the day after the grand opening. I might be writing a review on this movie though there are already review out online for certain site stating that it will be nice but still I’m not sure if these people had already really watched the movie as its not yet open officially yet.

I will be posting all the photos up before tomorrow evening regarding certain events that I have attended. An example would be NYK Ship management Family Day event and my team event which was held on June 20 and June 16 respectively.

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It has been a wonderful months been with you though there are many times that we had disagreement on certain things but that does not stop me from doing a lot of things for you. Yes, as much as I would like to spend time with you but you know that NS has drain away most of the time away from me. It wasn’t easy for me to allocate time for a lot of things. Most of the time its spent on you and thus other things I have been putting aside for quite a long time already. My sleeping time has reduced quite a lot ever since my training ends at Brani. The only time I get to have more rest is provided I have an extra leave to spare, other than that I didn’t really have a good rest most of the time. I know you notice that but you didn’t really bother about it and I do understand that. Like I told you before, you should be more fortuned that I could meet you most of the time even during weekdays not like those guys in the army. To me it is also fortuned for me as I get to go home most of the time and rest at home instead in camp but it wasn’t a very good idea totally also as it drains a lot of my time than when I’m in camp so there is still good and bad point to an extent.

I could not agree to some of the things like meeting time and to attend certain events as I do have my own reasons for not to. Partly it does really drain me totally out and it would be pointless for me to go with that kind of state I’m in as much as I do want to most of the time. It is not going to be easy for you to understand how I felt as you do not have to go through NS and had to work that kind of unearthly hour every now and then. I do admit neither am I also able to understand fully your working environment since I’m not in the company either. I tried to put myself in your shoe as much as I could and look at it in all kind of views to access how you felt. I do agree with what Idah mentioned before that it’s not going to be easy. I admire how she pass through that 2 years when her boyfriend is in army when she only get to meet ones or just simply twice a week only while we get to meet most of the time.

We take things for granted most of the time just because we simply just want what we want and we never consider other areas. You realized that my leave is always last minute then it’s confirmed, it is something that is not within my ability to control at all and it is also the reason why signing on wasn’t even an option for me. I told people why I do not like partly it was because of that and another reason was that I didn’t want to work on unearthly hour most of the time and had to cancel my plan when manpower shortage were to occur. It is something that I hate the most when I tried to go on leave.

I’m still glad that you still understand and care for me when you really sit down and thought about it. You didn’t realize it always until when I have to break it down into smaller picture to let you see then you realized it. You know that I care a lot for you and always standby your side no matter what happens. I’m glad you do also. Without you, my world would definitely be very dull and quite empty.

You have added a lot of colors to my world despite the fact that we always have time constrains to do a lot of things. I hope December I would be able to have the honor to spend one whole stretch  of off days with you. I love you lots. ^^